TODAY IS NOT MY DAY.
I'm currently fuming. I wrote a long post that I worked really hard on, and my computer logged me out of my blog, so I copied the post and went to log back in. During the interim, I worked on my corresponding instagram, enabling it as a liketoknow.it post. When I did that, it automatically "copied" something. Then when I went to paste my post on my computer, it pasted what was copied on my iPhone. Are you effing kidding me?
Sometimes things don't go your way. There's no avoiding that.
I've been struggling with body positivity a lot lately, as I'm sure most childbearing women have experienced. I work with a trainer two days a week, and we set goals periodically. Sometimes I reach them, sometimes I don't. When I don't reach a goal, it's easy to get down on myself. But I like to use it as a learning experience. To realize that I can push myself a little harder, and each time I will be closer and closer to my goal.
I'm not drinking this month while I focus on a more strict nutrition plan, and just in a couple weeks I've dropped 3lbs. Just from not drinking a glass of wine at the end of the day. I sooooo wish it wasn't true, haha.
My favorite part about working with a photographer is getting to see photos of myself where I say "damn, I look good." But that can also be achieved simply by taking a selfie. If you feel good, look good, take a photo. Look at it. Remind yourself that you are hot.
Sorry for the ranting + rambling.
It's Friday, I start back up at school on Monday. I'm nervous. I'm going to be a full-time student once again, but this time with a whole lot more responsibility in the form of a tiny human who is officially mobile. He scoots around and this morning he started shifting his weight while up on his knees. Crawling appears to be days away.